mashad

emrooz az mashad bargashtam, bad az 3 roooz. koli doa kardam. az emam reza va nokhodaki khastam ke kheiram nist az zendegim biroonesh kone. baraye tx pharmacy kimiam kheili do kardam

1 mah bad az break up

hodooode yek mahi hast ke tamoom shode. har chi be khateratemoon va ghod baziash negah mikonam mibinam delam mikhad ama nabayd bargardam pishesh. weekenda behem zzang zad ama man barnadashtam. alan ke iranam yek kam az fekresh biroon oomadam. behtare baram ke az fekram bere. ke aghel she o dige zang nnazane. idealesh ine ke bere saresh bokhore be sang , chand ta dokhtar bechezoonanesh, yek kam mature she va biad bege goh khordam. ama age gharare biad va ba in man mani o ghod bazish bazam divooonam kone, nemitoonam tahammmol konam. dar oon sooorat khoda kone nashe. khorafaty nistam, ama hafez gofte nemire, parsal yek falgire behem goft yek pesare khosh ghado bala o cheshm sabz ke mesle af'ee too khoshk va mesle nahang too daryast miad too zendegit. mire ama jenazash baz beht bar migarde. ye falgeer hafteye pish raftam goft enghadr shako tardid nadashte bash moshkelat hal mishe. bebinim 5 shanbe in fal geere chi mige. bazi vaghta be ghole mojgan fekr mikonam cheghadr dashtane ekhtiar va option sakhte. khodaya faghat azat mikham har chi kheire bookoni baram. mikham khosh bakht sham. kimiam hamintor. oonam khoshbakht she. ishala ham pharmacy tx ghabool she ham khoda in pire marde ashghalo az sare rash barare. I miss my mommi and kimi doonam

rooze 1

raft dc. koli kar dasht ama be man aslan zang nazad ta karesh tamooom shod man msg dadam. khili sard bood. manam sard booodam. shabam hata shab bekheir nagoft

exp 1 : natije

1 text zadam ke sorry vaseye dishab. ziad mokhalefat nakardam dar tooole rooz bahash. ziad az mazeratam sooe estefade nakard ama moratab mentionesh mikard. ta shab bekhoshi keshid shabam ta az sare kar oomad be man zang zad. shabam zood az biron oomad ke ba man harf bezane.
bishtar baham mehraboon bood va mikhast get to knoe me more. yek kam maraz rikhtam ama morede tasir vaghe shod va behesh goftam I don want sex at all. ke goft man adame sheitooniama. goftam ok pas ma raftim. goft wait till you see me one time. goftam bashe. ama kheiliiiiiii mehraboon shode bood. bara namaz sobh dige ghat kard .
sobh aaz khab ke pashod zang zad. goft chera bayad movazebe to basham? whats in it for me? goftam nemikhai man miram boro ba ye dokhtare dige. ama lengo lago laghat ziad miandakht. ke inn tarze harf zadano doost nadaramo to tokhsie ine. dishabam az soale inke chanta gf dari be hsedat farar kard. va goft past bi past. bad ham baham kheili harf zad ke bastegi be dokhtar dare in mozooha va ina. ama goft deal. mimoonam bi sheitoonia.
ama ziad be man nemichasbe. chon harfe bad mesle bi pedar pedar sookhte o ina ziad mizane behem. ke albate manam mizanam ziad. hey ham say mikone bege ill change you va to kheili looset kardan.

experiment: day 1

be name khoda.
mikham ye experiment roosh shooroo mikonam. aslan loos nemikonam khodamo. ama bazam age offended besham eteraz mikonam. I will tell him I am sorry about asab khoordi ke dirooz kardam. ba jediat hameye harfasho javab midam. ama azash tarif say mikonam nakonam. loosesham nemikonam.

ok nemidoonam mitoonam aslan bahsh bemoonam ya na. jazabe. ama aslan khaidar nadaram nazam. maghrooore. va ghod. aslan rah nemide. kootah nemiad. ama zaboon baz nist. ultimately be hare adam shayaaad! gooshh bede. I dont know whats the deal with him

29 oct

credit carde man gom shode bood, ma peidash kardim yavashaki endakhtim too lebase mami ke fekr kone taghsire oone. ta peidash kard ghayem kard baba nafahme. koli khandidim. zoram maman ghorme sabzi dorost kard khordim. kheili in chand rooz khosh gozasht

28 oct

zohr ba maman ina raftim resturan Ginos, shabam yek sar man raftam ba sara khoone anoushe.

28 oct

zohr ba maman ina raftim resturan Ginos, shabam yek sar man raftam ba sara khoone anoushe.

27 oct

man raftam madrese hoodode 11 oomadam khoone. koli kharid karde booodan maman baba. koliam tamiz karde boodan. shab raftim donbale kimia bahash raftim kasra. ba maman ina zohr raftim varzesh.

26 oct

maMAN ina dishab 1 ina bood residan . bara hamin man khab boodam hamash sare kelas. shab bahashoon raftam clear lake resturane hendi. mamano baba hamash dashtan tamiz mikardan khoonamo bande khodaha